Let's start by saying, oh how I love my life! I truly am very thankful for all that I have and feel so blessed to have a wonderful husband and two beautiful daughters. However, with that out there it certainly doesn't make the day any easier when you've been irritated by stupid people throughout the day. Than you come home knowing that your husband is yet again not going to be home because of work. And the icing on the cake is those two beautiful daughters who love you so much that they are going to scream at the top of there lungs. Of course, Marissa (who will be 5 months on Monday) is extremely tired and overstimulated from a day with her aunt, sister, and 2 other babies. So she starts crying. That sets off Rylee (3 1/2 years) who feels the need to scream "make her stop" or "give her the paci". And then the who can be louder contest starts. Guess who wins?? Well if you send me that's right, cause it ends in me freaking out, talk about overstimulation. But I do truly love my daughters, life is just easier when it's a 2 parent house and not a single parent house. I can say that I'm thankful that I did finish my master's degree the Friday before I went back to work which is a plus. So at least now it's only work and family rather than work, school, and family!
It doesn't help either that I'm stressing myself out of the changing of my jobs. I really like what I do know, but I can't move up any further than I am. At the same time I am really looking forward to the new job due to the new experiences and being able to provide services to children again. Hopefully things will settle down and again, and life can become smooth even when it is just me here with the girls. Anyway, now that I got that off my chest, the rant is over :)
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